In the future, the Geeks and the Weirdos will rule the Earth. The Geeks with intelligence, and the Weirdos will charm the masses, showing them new and creative ways of which to live. The B's will be too busy messing with their hair. The Emos will be too busy emoing out. The Emoless would destroy the Earth, and that's not very nice. Thus we have come to the conclusion; Geeky Weirdos are what all should aspire to be, and become.
Inspiration: Sign on desk:"NO FOOD NO DRINKS THERE ARE 2 ANT NESTS IN HERE"
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Sometimes i feel like slumping over and dying
not because my life sucks
but because I'm too happy with it
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What Final Fantasy VIII Character Are You?
What FF7: Advent Children Character Are You?
(why??? i wanted vincent!!! ><)
What .hack Class Are You?
(i was hoping for twin blader ><)
What Is Your Anime Hair Colour?
(pretty accurate but what's up with the pic?)
What Is Your Ideal Anime Pet
(yay! white!)
What Anime Mood Are You?
(i retook it a couple of times cos i didnt know what it was but i kept getting this one.. oh well...)
What is Your Anime Zodiac?
(hm...)
What Anime Angel Are You?
(whatever, i was hoping for someone in angel sanc...)
What is Your Japanese Novelty Item?
(wtf.)
What Shoujo Mascot Are You?
(thanks? --")
What Anime Art Style Are You?
(wtf...)
What Magical Girl Are You?
(hm...)
Who's Your Anime Girlfriend?
(OMG FREAKY! AHHHHH!!!)
Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?
(weird.)
What Anime Vampire Are You?
(whos that?)
What Anime Stereotype Are You?
(...i'm gay)
What Angel Sanctuary Character Are You?
(you cant be serious! and sevi usually looks better! im going to do this again!)
What Angel Sanctuary Character Are You?
(after getting sevi several more times, i got this. Apparently only 1% got this --"")
What Angel Sanctuary Character Are You?
(snother test, i didnt get sevi at least...)
What is Your Ideal Anime Weapon?
(is it me or is that the same guy? anyway, gun! yay!)
What Pink-Haired Anime Girl Are You?
(eh?)
What Personality Do You Have?
(eh??)
What CLAMP Heroine Are You?
(wtf? i got this twice = =)
What Orphanage Gang Member Are You?
(omg! im quistis again ! --")
What D.Gray-man Character Are You?
(yay! i got allen!!)
What Chrono Crusade Character Are You?
(serious? Oo but how'd they get that pic also i wonder...)
What's Your Personality Quirk?
(hmm.. half expected it XD)
Where I did the quizzes ...
You are The Tower
Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.
The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
- Your Guardian Angel
So many things have happened. Not all good. Well, mostly not good XD Let's start with yesterday...
Siying didn't come! So sad! So i hanged on to Jing Yi the whole day, haha, and Shi Hui of course lah! Jing Yi can be so "ARGHHH" sometimes, she keeps saying i like "insert name here" and i like "insert name here", it really pisses me off, i keep warning her but she doesn't stop.
she's lucky she's cute
XD
bu not as cute as siying!! XD
My L1R5 was 13 i was hoping for a 10 or below, but of course with my lack of (any) studying, sleeping in class and everything, it was to be expected, least' i passed my chinese! XD
Then, after school, Alison borrowed my DS and played it until like 5 or something! Then after she was done, Nicole, Rachel them also played too XD Haha, but they quite considerate, asked whther i needed it, to go home mah, butI didn't feel like going home anyway XD i ended up going home around 6 or 7 =K
Now to today, visited the P school , haha! the small kids were all doing the ACES day dance, they took out the flushflush thing XD Mr.Chua was MEGA enthu, should've seen him! He was so into the dance!
After that, Elissa and us went to catch a movie at VIVO, Si Ying didn't come cos' she needed to get back home to heal up from the fever the day before =(
Hairspray was soooo nice! XD You should watch it, but i don't think it's as good as SECRET
It's amazing huh. Just a short time and the days have passed in the blink of an eye. Goodbye soon, sec 2 life. Let's get ready for the change. Just when we got used to this.
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For when the dream ended,
I felt like stabbing my chest and tearing my heart out
So sad! I had such a dream... It was so REAL, it wasn't happy, or sad, or scary.... it was so real.... And I made up with my friend and i was friends with my crush who (i'm quite sure) hates me, ahaha....
Not going to say anymore on that =( really sad...
Just got back from bintan, haha! The food there was LOVELY SO MUCH GLORIOUS FOOD! so many types from all over the world, haha! the family walked over the beach yesterday and we kind of got lost, i was leading, MAN! we went through rocky hills, climbed though a small mangrove and well, got to the beach LOL
Told sis about my life, haha, i guess we did have some quality time... and quality anime time! we had around 12 hours of anime watching! We skipped most of the events, i didn't really want to go anyway and no dad is calling me an introvert, a freak, yadayada, the usual and mum scolding me again yadayada and sis getting prasied again yadayada
HA!
I LOVE FOOD
Okay, now apologies!
Sorry to Wendy! Pang and Jean for missing out on all your bithdays somehow X.X how to repay you guys? >< tell me okay? as long as it's something within my power i'll glady do it!
Sorry to DRAMA for missing the PHOTOTAKING belive me, i'm really pissed off I had to miss it too ><
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Helped Jes with her compo today, i think i worte hers better than i wrote mine --" ANNNNYWAYS I'm going to bintan, ARGHHHH I don't wanna go >< !!!! Peh, and I'm also missing the phototaking of DRAMA! AHHHH WORSE!!!!!
So sad!
sob
sob
sob....
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My Lifetime goals:
Life my life
freedom
and art probably
Suscribe to at least a single art magazine
Learn Japanese
Learn 2 instruments
Hold a position in something!
All my good friends seem to be having problems with their lives, I don't know really, when I go home I just go into my room and sleep... There's nothing to do, no one replies to my SMSes and calls... Am I that pathetic a human? X.X
Like... I've been really lonely as of late, it's still okay in school but then my parents'll bug me like crazy to get home, and when i'm home, i have no one to talk to. Or almost anyway, no one to say anything to. Important, crappy, stupid, funny, mmmmm.....
I look back to the start of the year, hehe, i was right at that time to think i'd look back to that time =)
Lots of funny things have happened recently, but none really important so won't be bothering to post anyway, haha!
HAPPY -belated BIRTHDAY JEAN!
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It's the final night of our Musical... a year after... August the 19th. The day where we all laughed, cried... We wanted this day to end, and yet, Last Forever...
Then we went to the Esplanade, had Haagan Dazs and stuff... I wore a SKIRT (OMG) with pants inside though, with earrings, necklace, heels and whatnot, like OMGOMGOMG lo!!!
Hehe, today, the family went out for an (expensive) Musical
Duyen Dang VietNam
Ticket price: $168
Same, as the ACJC one, i'll give name of the performances and explain later
1.OPENING
2.My Linh
3.Duet Duc Tuan
4.Trio Singers
5.Phuong Thanh
6.Quang Dung
7.The red sun group
8.Lithophone Solo
9.Guzheng Solo
10.Night of flower gardens
11.Autumn leaves
12.I wish to
14.It's not you
15.City of night
16.Smoke gets into your eyes
17. Greet the rising sun
18. Cai Chung Jia + Trio singers
19. FINALE
My faves were the OPENING and ENDING cos' the piece for that was really nice, but I think it was specially composed for this musical so I won't be able to hear it again ><
Also like the solo Lithophone it was so cute! Cos this old guy was practically dancing whilst hitting stones X.X then the background people were usuing sticks of bamboo as drums!
In The city of Night the performer was sooo diva! It was MEGA CUTE to watch! XD
Then the Cai Chung Jia, sing so nice! When she came out everyone clapped! When the four of them sang the "Top of the world" it was really intresting to see how each one melded the song into their own taste and flavour =K
The fashion they showed was fantastic too!! Really nice, but they looked kind of "out" --" mmmmm, very nice lah, we got the tix for free, SHHHHHH!!!
YEAH i signed up for the esplanade thingy, to get updates on the ART in singapore! WOOT!
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I've always seen it more as a curse than a blessing
Since I don't know when
Eternity in itself is a ... thing
Have you ever thought beyond living forever?
Like, how it feels to live forever?
How you'll never die?
Never really rest?
Never close your eyes?
Never really come back to the present?
Just move on in life
On and on like a zombie?
What happens when you accomplish all your goals?
Do you like in a game, throw the game away?
You CAN'T! You CAN'T DIE!
There's NO escape button!
There's NO way out.
Yet all of us are playing this game.
Whether which religion we belong to... it's always the same
Reincarnation, Heaven....
Forever and ever
Why were we shoved into this game
to suffer suffer suffer
suffer
nothing
can
change
ever
when
you
live
forever
nothing
nothing
nothing
even
your
friends
will
die
alone
you'll
be
left
to
rot
alone
rot
and
not
die
sick
damn
who
made
this
real
I
wish
I
were
one
who
did
not
have
the
abilty
to
think
to
feel
... I am afraid of living forever
Everytime I think about it
It's like the attracting poles of a giant magnet
Pushing towards my heart
Ready to burst it
It's sickening
Scary
----------------------------------------END OF THOUGHT 1
over about forever
what about
now
have you thought of your future
job
parents
house
food
money
why does the whole damned world revolve around some stupid pieces of damned paper?!
And we are civilised?
Paper to buy house
Paper to buy computer
Paper this, Paper that
What's with this dammit?!
And Love
And overrated heart
A heart which is not even real
A fake
Love is good
Love is kind
But when we all die
Where does the love go
We feel like as long as we're together
it's okay
"I've been thorugh many tough times with you"
I'm not talking about "like"
I'm talking about "love"
The one you'll sacrifice your life
To keep your partner alive
Ever so beautiful
Yet so in pain
Clear
Yet clouded
you do not revolve around love
love revolves around you
And Jobs
What a boring thing
Day in Day out
Office
Carpark
Home
Office
Carpark
Home
Park
Office
Carpark
Home
I don't want a life like this!
I want to be free!
I long for the day
I can be free
When I can reach for the stars
And have no cares people are looking at me
knowing that they are doing it too
For the day I can cycle all over
No one stopping me
No one bugging me
For the day I can sleep
And not worry I'm behind in my schoolwork
,my work
sweet escape , sleep
underrated , sleep
dreaming , sleep
Wishing for the day
When I can run and fly
Imagine and dream
And know I can make my dreams real
"Dreams chase them"
Thats what they all say
Even me
Do they belive it?
Do I belive it?
I'm not sure
Dreams
Might be meant to be dreams
To not spoil their image in your mind
Let them remain as dreams
Just that.
My dream
Is to be free.
A travelling artist
do what i want
express my feelings
share
a part of me
But
"impossible!"
they say.
"Im prove your marks and become a lawyer!"
they say.
"You'll never make enough"
they say.
"It's going to be a tough road"
they say.
I know, I know, I know,
It's true, all I know.
But
I'd rather be poor and be able to walk
then rich and stuck
in a house
big lonely house
I'd rather run in the forest
Than stroll in a park
A damned Man-made park
What a stupidly sad life everyone is aiming for
Aiming to be trapped
by money
money
by money
And the parents
making their children sink deeper
into the bottomless abyss
hungering
ever hungering
for
money money
and more money
I hate that paper
But I still have a few years to go yet...
watch out.
...
Just for a little while
let me hide in this little cave of mine
from the trapped world of life
Can no one feel it?
This sense of loss.
How blind are you?
To see so clearly through.
I don't think
I'm me.
When I look into the mirror
I see a creature, human
This is not me
not me
----------------------------------------END OF THOUGHT 2
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When I'm in the plane i wonder... isn't the heavens up here?
CHIENSE TEST TODAY! Total URGHHHHHH!!! But this was the first time i didnt sleep in class!!! !!! And first time i didnt sleep during a chiense test!!!
After school, I walked with Elissa and Emily a bit then they say they not eating, so i waited with Si Ying for 196 bus a while, when she left, i called D and joined Charmaine them....
There, i very bo liao send everyone:
Save the bubble tea store!
Buy a bubble tea today!
to everyone at the table: Char, D, Ben, Joel... Jeremy was there also but i dunno his number, ahaha!...
Then, Char and D told me they not going drama also = =
Actually i went there (School) early but there was no one so i joined Jean and Wendy to go Dover, at Dover, we became late = =
When i walked in all the chair were in order and it was so quiet i asked
"Did i get the right room?"
And i got a bit of scolding, but not a lot. SORRY MR.P!
so yeah, drama was the usual chatchat, discuss discuss... then we went to thte drama store and fixed up everything! YAY! Saw a lot of the musical times the clothings, haha! I think tomorrow got BRIGHT NEW WORLD GATHERING not sure though =/
After drama, Siti, Wendy, Timothy, Jean, Marc and I went opposite to Dover again there we playe dwith the "balls" that "reproduce" in water and the thing that u put in coins and it goes round. LOL i tell you! When Marc was playing it there was this old guy staring at him! XD
I ate a lot of my friends' cup noodles, now i feel bad... I'LL TREAT YA'LL ONE DAY.... I hope! After eating and drinking, and gawking at this guy who drank so much he vomited his beer, blood and slept on the floor, Jean and I revised for tomorrow's test...
As dad called me again, and 14 took stupidly long to come!!!! ARGHHHH so in the end i took 33 instead...
Total bubble tea count: 3
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Well, I didn't really feel like typing cause i like, didn't have much to type until now. But I'll start at the start... which has no relation to the end
So yeah, school was the same, stuff stuff ... okay im a christian and this isnt nice but i was thinking, you know how they used to throw christians into the lions den? well, today we had to go to lion befrienders (elderly home) to help out. And i was wondering if they called that (throwing the people into the lion den)lion befrienders in the past. I told like, every girl in the class, but no one laughed. Except me. So pathetic --"
For the Lion befriending, we were supposed to collect stuff from the blocks around the area. Naturally, I paired up with Si Ying, the first two, three levels were okaythen i think on the third level I see the house then the guy was like: open door, stare, "nooo,noo, i don't want" so i went "oh, okay lor"
Then his neighbour asked if i wanted nespapers (as well as why i was walking away) so i said "cos i thought u were busy wif yer kids" then she laugh; haha, so funny. Then we taking that time, the previous guy asked if we need other stuff. Then WTFREAK he went to the hosereel thingy and took out BAGS OF STUFF. like TONS of newspapers, SHOES AND PHONE! X.X (bryan got a teddy bear!)
We had too many things so we stopped there and brought the stuff down, then i looked for a shortcut to get back there, when i came back i was informned by Si Ying thar Bryan/ Zhen Ming (BZH)would help us
And help we did need (but marcus was more of a hindrance cos he kept losing his water bottle) we took a few trips and we helped others too haha!
Home i got a shortshort lecture on coming home late, after all my sweat and blood and time, but it was short. So i went to my room and slacked till night
After having dinner wif jie (she's nice now again, yay) we were walking back home right? Then this boy, walking towards me, PULLLLLED out his shirt and pulled his (i think) UNDERWEAR up x.x It was green. . . LOL But maybe it was swimming costume, i dont wanna know XD
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YET another day which nothing happens, sometimes i feel like Nigel =/ (not FMSS one, let's call him Nai from now on) cos' evytime i ask him wazzup? he sez: nothing. --"
I think the art teachers think the only subjuect we HAVE is art, anyway, still pretty ticked about the 64, so im going to work like crap for the next few assginments... as well as the other tests.
After school I went to spotlight at plaza sing then follow Jean (cos she followed me there to spotlight) to cut her hair, my mum was so damned pissed! Cos' she read in the papers some 14 year old kid drown in the pool, then that kid smoke, took drugs and whatnot, so she immediately thought i was hanging with bad company.
Dude. I'm NERDYY !!!
But lucky when i reached home, they left the house haha!
Josh kena some heavy scolding ahhhh so I must go online to help him relive stress by killing creatures in the online game =/
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I am such a pocratinator!!! I haven't finished my home work yet!!! AUGH!!!! i don't know where my graph paper is and I don't know where my science textbook is. I also don't know how to write "celebrate" in chinese!
Last night I went out to play squash with my neighbours (Ab and FF) haha, i sucked like crap MUHAHAHA then i very evil ask them for more turns! Haha.. i've been becoming evil recently, at home when char's not around to remind me... hahaha, i become evil =KK
Oh and the bikes arrived yesterday! Yay!
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Went out in the early morning to VIVO with my niece, her mum, my bro-in-law (thats so cool!), and mum. Hmmm, what did we do there? nothing much actually a highlight was at the bank, i was playing custom robo arena (no comment!) then this small kid was watching me. So i let him play. XD I so kind lo!
My friend recommended me this game MMORPG... The archer power is derived from the STR stat and the cleric's heal power is determined by the skill level. how lame.
Watched secret, I went in the cinema thinking it would either be sucky or nothing. BUT OMG I WAS WRONG THE SHOW WAS REALLY GOOD. it made me cry (!) And the piano stuff in there are really something, I didn't know Jay could play so well! I really recommend the show! (No i'm not sayign anything, just watch the advert once and go in to have the same expirience XD I coldnt remember anything before i watched it lolz)
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Haha! Today got quite a few people update their blogs ^^ 4-Day holiday! yeah!
>My short term goals:
Finish homework
Work out about 5 hours! (must get back to original strength!)
Re-write out all the notes for tests and the like
Get a pair of speakers
Do dishes!
Do clothes!
RAWR!
Recently I've been noticing more Art competitions and that the whole area is mid-way taking a step up... I am now seriously considering whether I should or should not pursue Art, but i'm quite lucky cos' I still have sometime to decide... and change my parents' minds.
They're not going to take it well with my siblings all falling short in different ways... My eldest did the best haha, she got married into a nice family and ya know! XD My brother went to pursue what he felt he wanted to; Volunteer and missionary work, they're still fuming over that one, but at least they are giving him some support now, and the last sis, missed her Os so yeah... But shes doing well in poly yeah? so hopefully lah...
Everytime i think about it it seems less and less possible to become a freelance artist or whatever, but i'm working on doing better at my craft, i'm trying to find art magazines to learn more on ... everything, from traditional art to CG
RAWR
And i've been turning evil recently! >< ahhh!!!
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Haha
Abigail went mad on Yui Wah (fish frog/ FF) and I this morning! XD She wanted to treat us to a cab but these was NO CABS!!! XD we missed 2 busses for her until she finally relented and i lent her some coins ... she wanted to take cab cos her ezlink no cash, .... eh.... --"
Today was orienteering, i'm really pissed ^^ My group, them all is UG so all have to leave early, all got exercise ya know? me, im in Drama and Art Club. These are AeSTATIC CCAs AKA. i don't move around too much.
But I did today. You know why? My crazily enthu team ran from school to the MRT and after running all over singapore, we ran from the station back to school. Crap lah, they make me feel so weak, i totally slack at the back lo. Totatlly embarassed myself, im so lousyyy.I mean like, the last run hor, i at the station already kena a stitch = =
Sorry Si Ying hor, I know I asked whther u wanted me to sit beside me and you siad NO but i'm saying sorry anyway. Haha.
When we got back to school I took an ice cream and 2 cans of green tea, haha! The performance was pretty good, i cheered loudly for everyone in the musical and evern louder for those in drama! XD that meant: ALOT. XD
Right before this guy bought the "sticky chewy chocolate" ice cream, see? Then it was ROCK SOLID in his words : "ROCK SOLID". then he poke poke the ice cream with the spoon and ...the spoon broke. OO
I sat between Effu and Yu Wei, both the chinese good one, during the chinese performance I totally blank then edwin beside Effy say some chinse thingy about Filial Piety X.X then the head go round and round X.X
In the end i didn't go out with Jes today... ha... I wish that i could've asked tim them when i saw them if they were going somewhere if i could tag along... it was really fun the last time haha...
JESCINDA! I WANNA SLEEP OVER AT YOUR HOUSE!!!
Sidenote: I reallllly can't stand Timothy but He's like one of my good friends, so wahtever flaming at him, I MEAN IT! but! It doesn't mean i totally trash him. Or like him. == (to shaine for your strange comment this afternoon)
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Why? Everyday, day in and day out, nothing changes. And that pisses me off. Maybe it does change
For the worse.
Timothy is now backstage for NDP.
Along with Jean, Kai Yong and Julien.
Where does that leave me?
Where does that leave marie?
I mean, at least if it were Marie i'd still be okay but Timothy?!?
I feel so useless in drama. Look at him, he's done the carousel with jean, the founder's day thing with jean, the farewell with jean, siti and them, and now he's going to do the NDP with jean and them again.
Makes me wonder if i;m just a mushroom by the side of the road which people look at. And eat without thinking.
Went to circa today, seeing Yiling after so long really upped my happiness level, but not too much. Mr. Lim was there, scary lor X.X
In place of the usual picture:
You smile at me
I look at you
Your eyes seem to gleam in the sunlight
I look away
These brief moment when our eyes meet
Scary and intense
I want to run from you
run from this
run from love
Will you one day walk up to me and say
I love you
Only to turn your back?
I cannot trust anyone
Don't look at me like that
I don't want to trust you either
When we walk around
Sit down to eat
Maybe chat a bit
I see your eyes
Looking at me
I pretend I'm drinking
And look down at the green swirls of honeydew
You're fooled
So you keep looking
And I keep looking
away
When I look up
You turn
As if you weren't doing anything at all
Isn't this usual?
Simple
Plain
Pure
Love?
When you give me a heart
a card
a rose
When you kneel down
And tell me
You're the most beautiful thing in the world
My heart aches
I want to love you
Really I do
But
I cannot
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Found my wallet a few days back, today was founders day, very bo liao, go school listen to people talk for 2 hours, go do project got friend to treat me (hehe) then went home.
AHHHHH THIS IS SO STUPID DAMMIT AND I AM NOT GOING TO HIDE WHAT I WANT TO SAY IN OBSCURE POEMS OR SUCH GRRRR: I HATE THIS STUPID FORMITY AND CONFORMITY PEOPLE ACCEPT SO READILY dammit, what really sparked this off (again) was my chat with potato online - -
I didn't manage to say it clearly the last time cos' my little couz was with me and i was boring her i think so yeah...
"We live in matchboxes"- Setsuna
Well, he's right. Do you see sense in life? At least so far? What do you live in? A house, where do you go to? A school. Yes you might shift around here and there, but you're always in this little square, ou can never get out, and even if you do BAM! you come back.
I want to be able to jump down a hill with no one stopping me. To run as far and fast as I want with no traffic lights stopping me. To see over the clouded covered skyline. To shout as loud as I ever can and ever could.
But you know what?
It's all impossible
At least for now
You might make a promise to yourself, i'll do this when i'm older and have the power to do so. Guess what. You don't so you have to gain power from now on. It's like leveling in a low level place , next time you can go to the higher areas to train. If you're a low level and you go to a level 70 area. You're Dead.
I dont know why all my analogies are about MMORPGs =/
I still havent been able to explain what i feel properly and i don't think i ever will, since primary school the feelings, the years, argh... another thing to piss me off with now
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Emo quantity: 3
Haha! I'm not so emo today =D But i'm not really gay either =P
My day started off pretty normally, I hate this normalcy of my day to day antics, I guess I feel too much... In the morning, I hear everyfoot step, I see every shadows, being alone makes me concentrate too much, that's why I hate being alone. But I guess in a sad sort of way I am thankful for being able to feel, this much.
When i got to school, i ate nutella sandwich and smiled, Jacjac said I looked very content and happy eating it. I was =K To Delia's "Thinking Question" yesterday (How are you truly happy?) , I have a new answer. Yesterday's was "Beliving you are happy" today's is "Re-discovering something you once loved and being able to expirience it all over again, even if it is only once." But i took quite a few bites ^^
Miss Lee keeps calling Louis as "Louise" haha! laugh everytime i hear that!
After school, i rammed into Timothy and the 1A group (by the way, sorry Sween!!!) And that was the first time i met Tong Hann, like, actaully talk to him, haha, I don't feel so short next to him cos' the guys in my class are like freaking towers =="
Anyway, Auntie Marilyn came over, but I dropped off my bags, kind of accidentally met them at KFC and stuff, haha, we all talked a lot, really fun, i got to learn more hehe... But Tong Hann kept insulting my friends (Jescinda, Debra...= =) so I threw a lemon at him. HA! A LEMON! It like went: SPLOOT. *sides onto shirt*
Then they went gay and sat on the kiddy rides (the lot of them clambered over) and they spoilt one, (omgwtfbbqsauce), swapped bags, gossipsed sommore... hmmmm...
We then went to Macs where Tong Hann treated us i think, maybe it was Cheryl cos' they were both buying the ice-cream at the same time, then everyone talked about everyone else, I kept throwing stuff at people, didnt throw enough lemons at KFC haha. I threw like the papers and stuff =/ I think he think's I'm les or something, eveything I do, I seem to do either like a guy or not girly enough... is there such thing as a girly quota? --" Cos my handphone, wallet, not liking pink are "signs" XD we also discussed this topic, he though Athelia wasn't (straight) jokingly of course XD (This reminds me of the time Char asked waht virginity meant OMG XD)
I felt a tiny bit extra cos' i wasn't from their class but it was still pretty fun cos the only one I didn't know "okay-ly" was Tong Hann =/ thats why im kind of concentrating on him, haha! I think he thinks i'm mad =/ Well, I am what, so yeah, MUHAHA! But I was normal on him today, like Char's friend the other time, I didn't bully him... too much, but i guess i was in a violent mood today cos i WHACKED him ... and Timothy, a lot. Not my fault! They keep spouting nonsense what am i supposed to do? X.X
When i came home I became emo again
I can't help it dammit
It's hard to be gay when you come home to chores and scoldings then your parents ask you why are you always so angry? Then just now I saw sis shouting at parents and they did nothing, and when i say "sorry can you say that again?" They'd scold me for being blur and stupid and recounting that stupid event when I was 3 when i asked the instructor what to do and he told my parents.
Like what the freak lah. So i also did extra from them even though they called me a freak for staying in my room (I was doing my homework) I helped them hang and wash the clothes.
Keep listening to theme musics of Final Fantasys (different numberings and types eg: Chocobo Tales, haha.)... I WANT BLOOD PLUSSSS
Version 1
I went to a chinese restuarant
To buy a loaf of
Bread Bread Bread
The lady at the counter
Was standing on her
Head Head Head
She asked me what my name was
Ans this is what I
Said Said Said
My name is
Hi-ho Jigalo Jigalo Jigalo
Hi-ho Jigalo Jigalo Jigalo
Sleeping beauty
Owl Twinkly
Little Baby
In the sushi
Mashimellow Mashimellow Mashimellow!!!
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Version 2
I went to a chinese restuarant
To buy a loaf of
Bread Bread Bread
The lady at the counter
Was standing on her
Head Head Head
She asked me what my name was
Ans this is what I
Said Said Said
My name is
L-I-L-I
ChiKai- ChiKai
Louie Louie
Pakpakpak
Chinese checkers
Cheese on toast
Put it in a oven and
PokPokPok
A man in a rocket
Eating chocolate
Wating for the the clock to go
Tick tock twurry twurry
Tick tock twurry twurry
A-B-C-D-E-F-G
Brush these dirty crumbs off me
Moonshine Moonshine Moonshine
Freeze!
First one to smile is a bumblebee!
And then, after the rain by *kidchan on deviantART
This person is Possibly, Particularly, Mad.
Image: Yiling
<- Mostly her (Yes, seriously, she's nuts too! And Gay! XD)
Brushes: at0mica
j-cas
seishido
Cherilyn Wong
Erist Kroshaven
Kuroiyuki
Birthdate: 18/01/1993
Location: Singapore
Loves: Art, Manga/Anime, Drama, playing electric guitar
Fave Food: Marks and Spencer's Dutch Shortcake
Fave Drink: Blue milk tea drink ($2.20 at 7-eleven)
Fave Singer: Maaya Sakamoto
Fave Band: Alice Nine, The Gazette, Versailles, Yellowcard, Sum 41, Avenged Sevenfold, Sonic Syndicate
Fave Band Member: Reita ( Bassist of The Gazette )
Faved Songs: Taisetsunamono, Garden of Everything, Houki Boshi, Saikou No Kataomoi, TSUBASA, BLUE PLANET, RED CARPET GOING ON, Doubt and Trust, Pride of Tomorrow, Walking Disaster, Honjitsu Wo Seitan Nari, Your Guardian Angel, Believe, Hajimari No Kaze, Tune the Rainbow, The Takedown, Date Line, Hei se mao yi, Anata ga ita mori, Lost, Second Heartbeat, Beast and the Harlot, Burn it Down, Aftermath, Afterlife, March of the Dogs, Speak of the Devil, Best Mistake, Miseinen, Sound of Truth, Ruin, Danzai No Hana ~Guilty Sky~
Fave Anime: Code Geass, D.Grey-Man
Fave Manga: Angel Sanctuary, Claymore, Ludwig Kakumei
Current Deck Brand: SHUT
Current Genre: Metal, Punk, J-Rock, Jazz, Christian
Fave Class/Job: Archer
Fave Weapon: Gun
Wishlist:
Copic Marker set ($300)
Lava Lamp!
WII
Black pants / shorts
PSP
Headphones
Deck
Electric guitar ($300-$500)
Bass guitar
Guitar Pedal
New wallet
Watch
External Hard Drive 100+GB ($120)
Angel Sanctuary Manga Set (roughly $150)
Angel Sanctuary Illutration Book (2 volumes $25 ea)
Albums:
Flight of the Conchords
Jason Mraz
Neil Zaza
Micheal Angelo Batio
Alice Nine
The Gazette
Bullet for my valentine
Learn Japanese
Improve in E and A math
Improve and learn more guitar
Pick up a sport
Ability to love and understand God
Organizations: Fairfield Sec; Drama Club, Art Club
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List of anime/manga I can hold a proper conversation on:
1. Naruto
2. Bleach
3. D.Grey-Man
4. Ranma 1/2
5. Pretty Face
6. Hot Gimmick
7. Saiunkoku Monogatari
8. Neon Genesis Evangelion
9. The Vision of Escaflowne
10. MAR
11. MAR Omega
12. Gensomaden Saiyuki
13. Love Monster
14. Gakugen Alice
15. Cardcaptor Sakura
16. XXXHolic
17. Tsubasa Chronicles
18. Sailor Moon
19. Air Gear
20. Angel Sanctuary
21. Vampire Knight
22. Chobits
23. Angelic Layer
24. Ayashino Ceres
25. Flame of Recca
26. Eden's Bowy
27. Bamboo Blade
28. Black Cat
29. BLAME
30. Deathnote
31. Elfen Lied
32. Fate Stay Night
33. Jigoku Shoujo
34. One Piece
35. Yakitate JaPAN
36. Zatch Bell
37. Cresent Moon
38. Samurai X
39. Love Hina
40. Fruits Basket
41. Host Club
42. Caramel Milk Tea
43. Zombie Loan
44. Full Metal Alchemist
45. Full Metal Panic
46. Fushigi Yuugi
47. Full Moon Wo Sagashite
48. Kingdom Hearts- Chain of Memories
49. Magister Negi Magi
50. Mai-HIME
51. Nana
52. Paradise Kiss
53. School Rumble
54. Slam Dunk
55. Trinity Blood
56. You're My Girlfriend
57. Onegai Twins
58. Air
59. Onegai Teacher
60. School Rumble
61. Hellsing
62. Gundam Seed
63. Final Fantasy Unlimited
64. .Hack // GU
65. .Hack // Legend of The Twilight Bracelet
66. Ginban Kaleidoscope
67. Ah! My Goddess!
68. Akazuchin Chacha
69. Dragonball Z
70. Binchotan
71. Pita Ten
72. Absolute Boyfriend
73. Bus Gamer
74. Mushi-Shi
75. Mantantei Loki Ragnarok
76. Lucky Star (sucks big time)
77. CLANNAD
78. Myself YOurself
79. Samurai Deeper Kyo
80. Claymore
81. Ghost Only
82. 7th Period is a secret
83. Bus gamer
84. Sennin no Yuki
85. Pandora Hearts
86. Midnight Secretary
87. Crimson Grave
88. Ga-Rei
89. Gekka no Kimi
90. Bokutachi wa Shitte Shimatta
91. Fairy Tail
92. 13
93. Deadman Wonderland
94. Bloody Kiss
95. Rosario+Vampire
96. Jisatsu Circle
97. Ludwig Kakumei
98. Meine Liebe
99. Stigmata
100. Alice 19th
101. Mekakushi no Kuni
102. Akagami no Shirayukihime
103. Aflame Inferno
104. Charisma Doll
105. Bloody Monday
106. Bad Company
107. Shakugan No Shana
108. Alive!
109. Witch Hunter
110. Mirai Nikki - Mosaic
111. Tsubasa Tokyo Revelations
112. Law Of Ueki Plus
113. Law Of Ueki
114. Brilliant Magic
115. AAA
116. Wanted
117. Hayate the Combat Butler
118. Valkyrie Profile
119. Venus Capriccio
120. Chocolate Cosmos
121. Holy Talker
122. Blassreiter
123. Tokyo Mew Mew
124. Skyhigh (it's like Jigoku Shoujo)
125. Binetsu Shoujo
126. Higurashi no Naku Koro ni - Yoigoshi
127. Higurashi no Naku Koro ni - Onikakushi
128. Higurashi no Naku Koro ni - Onisarashi
129. Higurashi no Naku Koro ni - Himatsubushi
130. Abara
131. Camelot garden
132. Kuroshitsugi
133. Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok
134. Godchild
135. Count Cain
136. The Prince's Cactus
137. Zettai Heiwa Daisakusen
138. Kaze No Stigma
139. Gensomaden Saiyuki Reload
140. Psyren
141. Higurashi no Naku Koro ni - Tatarigoshi
142. Higurashi no Naku Koro ni - Utsutsukowashi
143. DC
144. Shiki
145. Lost+Brain
146. Boys Next Door
147. AR ~ Forgotten Summer
148. Ann Cassandra
149. P.K
150. Random Walk
151. Allumage
152. JoJo's Bizzare adventure - Stone Ocean
153. Asklepios
154. Shadow skill
155. Out Code
156. Break Blade
157. Yankee-kun to Megane-chan
158. My Girl
159. Uwasa no Midori-kun
160. Jojo's Bizzare Adventure sorry, have to bold this one, 594 chapters! and not counting new arc another 100 more!
161. Suicide Island
162. Hohzuki Island
163. Shikeisyu 042
164. Umineko no Naku Koro ni
165. Doubt
166. Maken X
167. Akuma Bengoshi Kukabara
168. Bartender
169. Blue Heaven
170. Personant
171. Kurosagi
172. Basilisk
173. Pandora's Cube
174. Franken Fran
175. Hatsukoi Limited
176. Shiki
177. Nadeshiko Club
178. Datte Suki Nan Damon
179. Akuma to Dolce
180. Prince of Tennis
181. Gundam 00
182. Gundam 00 2
183. As the Shinigami Dictates
184. Apple
185. Kingdom Hearts
186. Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories
187. Kingdom Hearts 2
188. Alive! The Final Evolution
189. EL EL
190. Dear School Gang Leader
191. Uzumaki
192. Shiawase Kissa Sanchoume
193. Half and Half
194. Sunadokei
195. SOLD OUT!
196. Love Luck
197. Blue Ramun
198. Kimi ga Suki
199. Koukou Debut
200. The King's Pawnshop
201. The One
202. Cage of Eden
203. Ann Cassandra
204. Bokurano
205. Beelzebub
206. Akumetsu
207. Defence Devil
208. Nadeshiko Club
209. Belmonde le VisiteuR
210. Ar Tonelico ~Arpeggio~
211. Cavalier of the Abyss
212. Kyou Koi wo Hajimemasu
213. Bakuretsu Tenshi
214. Lair Game
215. Loveless
216. First Girl